Friday, February 17, 2006
wanqi, thanks so much. for today. and everything! haha, u seem to read me like a book. maybe we were photocopied. lol. whenever i feel down and depressed, u'll be there to encourage me. but let's be optimistic! we'll make it. really glad to have met u in this ahem. great school. haha. i love u girl! so sorry, let u see this kinda state i'm in. must be really weird rite. it's just that i've been rather disappointed. everytime i gather the strength to start studyin, test results come back and it deals me another blow. =( i dunno where to start with limited time i have.. and it doesn't help knowing that my assignments are of shit quality and that people ard me can cope with some subjects. i'm not jealous. i feel useless. gracelyn is right, i'm putting pressure on myself. that's cos i cannot afford to do badly this time durin the A's. damn, i'm blogging random-ness again.
guys, feel free to skip this paragraph of crap.this year seems to be like the previous, test results and all exactly the same pattern. time to start bucking up. i hope i can make a difference and show my parents a score sheet that they'll be satisfied with. haha i'm sounding so goodie goodie. i can almost see the formation of a halo on my head.
well,
upcoming events
block test - after march hols. in about 4 weeks time. (OMG. freaking near.)
squash competition - after march hols. stated above. (the next one is scarier.)
math test - this coming MONDAY! (oh crap. haha. dunno why i've lost all steam practicing for math questions. its as though.. i cannot grasp it.)
brother coming to mjc! - week 10, 6th march monday.
organic test - week 9, tuesday
last but not least, my birthday! - err. that's like 2 months later. damnit.
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 7:39 PM
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